her confidence is tragic, but her intuition’s magic

22 Dec

It’s cold and dreary, and it’s Saturday afternoon. I can hear a show about John the Baptist on the TV in the next room. I had the most comforting dream.

Yesterday I didn’t change out of my pajamas. I haven’t spoken to another human being in two days. I’m hibernating.

I don’t know why, but I found myself thinking about what my life would be like if I had been born a boy. Then I realized it’s impossible to even predict what I would be like, because all of the relationships in my life would have happened differently, and so all of my experiences would be different. My personality would be incomprehensibly altered. I wonder if I would have anything at all in common with my present self.

I saw an interview with a transsexual who what changed from a woman to a man. He said that his behavior and personality changed when he started taking testosterone. He claimed his sense of direction even got better. It’s interesting what a little chemical reaction, or gene expression, can do.

I’m reading my first Murakami novel, Kafka on the Shore. I love it. And I had a beauteous time in Florida. I’ll get around to posting some photos eventually. I’m ignoring Christmas so I’m not going anywhere, just working. I’ll be back in PA the first week of January.

I guess that’s it for now.


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